#FetusStatus: 2015, a rollercoaster year

I never ask for surprises and roses. A hug or taps on my shoulder will do.
I never ask for long texts every morning and every night. Your presence when I'm crying, just being there is more than enough.

I do dream big... but right now I'm just hoping for very simple things in my life. I don't want to force myself too much and be too ambitious, because I'm physically weaker and emotionally unstable already. I once think that I may do big things and gain big things also. But now I've received the fact that life may not be as what I think. Now I'm thinking about staying small and living a humble life, not letting my self drewn to life competitions. No, I'm not giving up. I'm just knowing myself and prepare my heart for more things ahead.

All I want to do is live my life, enjoy little things in my life and keep breathing.

-Kay, November 2015

For I longed that one day I don't have to be anyone else to be loved- 29 Dec 2015

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